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2007-01-28T07:58:03Z

I EAT CANCER AND DANCE IN THE RAIN. PEACE BE WITH ALL WHO ARE VAIN AND WATER IS THE DRINK OF CHOICE

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2007-01-28T07:57:29Z

I EAT CANCER AND DANCE IN THE RAIN. PEACE BE WITH ALL WHO ARE VAIN AND WATER IS THE DRINK OF CHOICE

hlnk1990 @ 2007-01-19T14:26:00

2007-01-19T22:29:03Z

YOU ALREADY KNOW HOW THIS WILL END
the notion in the back of your mind that tells you good things are temporary is telling the truth.

Give Me a HUGE peice of your HEART

2007-01-04T11:32:37Z

Im actually REALLY confused right now....I mean about where Im gonna be going in my life. I feel like I need to come to my senses and make a rational choice and start buckeling into it. and at the same time I want to be completely hands FREE and I want to seriously be spontanious and random. I want to lust and love out of control and I want to live with no rules or standards. I want to do what makes me happy and be happy in what I do. I want to hold on to my last bit of childhood freedom before Im spat out into the real world, within 2 years. WOW thats hella close.

Im almost done with my stay in austin. which is so SO SAD. I dont want to leave home, leave my family, or my friends or even my RETARDED dog. I just dont want to go back. But I know my obligations and it breaks my heart to have to be so mature about it all. Im almost 17. Is it irrational to cry all the wayback to michigan? seriously. Because I was here longer this time. Something tells me leaving will be twice as hard, and Ive got the notion, cause im dreading it eariler than I started dreading it last time.

happy 2007 everyone. as belated as that is.
I LOVE YOU ALL

I love you breedle and Stallin and Alejo and Cameron

hlnk1990 @ 2006-12-10T20:08:00

2006-12-11T01:08:59Z

the beatles makes me cry.
im sure its because it makes me miss the times we all had together, before i went and messed things up.
love is the best and worst thing to happen to me.
it makes me love life and hate myself in my life.
i love him so much.
he is trying to come home his BIG DAY is tomorrow. im so worried out of my mind i cant concentrate.
i love another so much, it makes me sick to hear him be so mean and harsh.
why the hell does he treat me that way? doesnt he know i never get angry with him...

just what he puts me threw.
god. sometimes men drive me nuts.
actually all the time.

and im comming home again.
let me be strong and happy.

hlnk1990 @ 2006-12-05T21:39:00

2006-12-06T02:39:26Z

im fat.
end of story

hlnk1990 @ 2006-11-26T21:31:00

2006-11-27T02:31:50Z

im so happy for the life i have.
and i cant wait for christmas.
all i honestly want is clothes.
I NEED CLOTHES BADLY
ive posted my christmas wish list in a myspace bulletin.
it was alot of work. but im sure it will give people an idea of what id like to have.
but seriously.....from friends, i dont need anything.

i love my friends so much.
i feel like they could care less for me now.
it makes me sad to feel so alone.
michigan makes me depressed, its so run down and lansing is full of poverty.
it makes me wanna fix everything.
it makes me hate billionairs that spend 3,000 per pair of heels.
have they seen the pain some people live in?

whores. all of them.......WHORES

anyways. Ive been thinking about what im gonna do with my future.
ive been thinking about getting married. if, when and where and how to work that into college.
ive been missing everyone i care about.
but in the end.

im still doing alright. im content

hlnk1990 @ 2006-11-24T10:03:00

2006-11-24T15:03:27Z

i would kill for a vanilla clove cigarette.
i dont know why.
but i deffinatly would kill for one right about now.

hlnk1990 @ 2006-11-04T21:48:00

2006-11-05T02:48:02Z

im so happy with my weight loss.
ive lost 11 lbs.
22 more to go.
LETS GO BABY.

who wants to diet with me?

hlnk1990 @ 2006-11-03T16:04:00

2006-11-03T21:04:11Z

I wish peter pan would come and find me....
and take me away to a magical place
where i could sleep in however long i wanted
and never went to school again.
where love was golden
and all my friends would be near all the time.
i wish for alot of things that will never happen....

except in dreams, that im never lucky enough to have.
because all my dreams are filled with the weirdest dumbest crap.
like me having a facial hair, and throwing apples at horses.
dreams are getting lamer and lamer

hlnk1990 @ 2006-10-31T15:49:00

2006-10-31T20:49:02Z

I ate too much.
now my tummy hurts.
smart move hannah.
i seem to be full of them

also......
im trying to move home in 3 months

hlnk1990 @ 2006-10-23T21:28:00

2006-10-24T01:31:29Z

_{something tells me that tommorrow will make history.
that my trip home will mark a new begining for me
and something tells me that nothing will be seen the same way again
^somethingtells me alot of things......^{I cant explain what that something

is.
maybe Ive finally lost my mind.
but HUSH its a secret

Im gonna party like its 1999! and by party I mean visit good friends}}

hlnk1990 @ 2006-10-14T16:35:00

2006-10-14T20:36:51Z

hello my name is hannah. and I have gotten rid of all the commiments I have ever made.
my new motto is live life day by the day everyday

hlnk1990 @ 2006-10-12T12:58:00

2006-10-12T16:59:17Z

heres the song ive been singing all day today, written by me......

its snowing
its snowing
close the school its snowing
i want to play and play all day
in the snow thats snowing

repete until your sick of it

hlnk1990 @ 2006-10-11T18:27:00

2006-10-11T22:28:07Z

snow sometime this week.
burry me in it.
its way to cold.
to be alone

hlnk1990 @ 2006-10-04T17:55:00

2006-10-04T21:58:41Z

YEAH! I ATE MCDONALDS TODAY!
so whos a fatty now?
basically I get to go to youth group tonight I HOPE I HAVE LOTS OF FUN!
tomorrow is like my 8 hour feild trip, I get to eat dinner downtown with my school.
I hope its REALLY INTERESTING.
I also get to meet the governors wife tomorrow at school, apparently dick duvas supports christian education!
thats cool for me I suppose, Im having a hard time in math, as always, if my ADD would go away, maybe id understand a little more!

hlnk1990 @ 2006-10-03T13:18:00

2006-10-03T17:20:00Z

Close your eyes and open your heart.
because theres a big difference between what you need and what you want.

so im basically at home, takign the day off, simply because i feel like garbage.
thank god for tyra banks and her amazing television show.
AMERICAS NEXT TOP MODEL

hlnk1990 @ 2006-10-01T07:05:00

2006-10-01T14:15:23Z

i love old music. ace of base and adam ant rock my socks!
a word for the wise, if your feeling a little down, turn some 80's-90's music on
and everything will be okay again, like nothing was wrong in the first place.

so basically over the last week ive been really thinking about the dumbest things.
like what if situations.
ex. I wanted michael shanks to take me to the 8th grade dance. i almost didnt go when didnt ask me.

what if he would have asked me, what if we would have dated, what if we were still dating
what if i never dated alejandro because i was dating micheal, would i then think he was the one i was supposed to marry?

"Im tired but im working YEAH, I care but im restless, im here but im really gone, im wrong and im sorry"- alanis

hlnk1990 @ 2006-09-29T19:49:00

2006-09-30T02:51:22Z

somethings will never change.
i am hannah kruger.
i was born a beast.
and to today, if you mess with me.
ill tear you to shreds.
i am indestructable now. and forever more.
cinderella and snow white can pack there bags. my fairy tale wins.
i am queen of america.
and everyone is my friend

hlnk1990 @ 2006-09-26T12:46:00

2006-09-26T19:50:53Z

A SIMPLE QUESTION. who in their right mind would EVER want to wright in plain text mode, when RICH TEXT MODE, is an option?

why is the world such a messed up place, I man you can choose between normal and better, why even have the normal?
but whatever maybe thats just me. I would like everyone to make me a shirt, Youth LARGE. please and thank you. and give it to me for christmas. also, along with lynzis request I would very muhc like a puppy, like a Beagle or maybe even a MOP DOG!

I am writing a book on my life. IT WILL BE AMAZING.

hlnk1990 @ 2006-09-23T17:32:00

2006-09-24T00:36:01Z

_{if heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied, illuminate the nos on their vacancy signs, if theres no one besides you when your soul embarks, then ill follow you into the dark.}^{burn it down, how it ages when your away, the spring blooms and you find the love thats true, but you dont know what now to do.
i miss texas so badly, i mean it. EVERYONE i love is there, and everyone loves me so much. its hard being so far away but im not sure everyone else can put themselves into my place.
its hard. im ready for next year to be here.}

hlnk1990 @ 2006-09-16T06:35:00

2006-09-16T13:36:20Z

_{I may go to ireland. for my senior year}

hlnk1990 @ 2006-09-15T14:02:00

2006-09-15T21:09:44Z

_{baby girl. you have no idea what missing you dose to me. elizabeth, you were the first friend I had in texas, and the last person I wanted to be seperated from, we haed som many talks about the futer but never one about us not seeing eachother daily, i guess we were advoiding the fact the the future cant always be planned out. maybe we had our heads in the clouds stuck on day dreaming and wishes. I think its gonna kill me to make it to christmas, thank god for the internet.
so basically Im just now getting back from retreat. It was the most amazing thing Ive ever been to, and there is a GOD, and he is real and he dose love us so much. I know because I felt him, I felt so much peace there and I felt so sorry for walking around so blind and unhappy. I felt sorry for the suicide attempt I made and I felt so confused because i had no idea why i had been so blind, just 2 months ago. it was such a changing experaiance for me. and i can promiss, no more hospitals and no feeling unloved. I am loved and i am strong no matter what, kk.
on a lighter side, we went sailing, the juniors won their volleyball game agenst the seniors and so much more! ive made lots of friends. REALLY. but i've really connected with Kim. K, Stephanie and Bree. its a good thing}

hlnk1990 @ 2006-09-09T16:12:00

2006-09-09T20:13:28Z

I think its raining. whats worse than having a cold.

having a cold and no one to talk to.

I hate being so far away form everyone I love.

I miss you ALL. SO MUCH.

hlnk1990 @ 2006-08-31T20:49:00

2006-09-01T00:54:01Z

Alrighty then. I've had SO MUCH homework. Can I get an AMEN for trying to earn my way home. I think that if threw every assignment I tell myself its my plane ticket home, doing it will go by easier, Ill spend more time on it and Ill be a better student in the end. Who the hell reads all of this. I want so badly to be REAL with someone to tell them EXZACTLY who I am and how I feel and everythign that Ive done and plan to do in this life.....but thats just too un realistic.
Elizabeth ANNE pitzer- God damnit your my best friend/ I love you so much and Id give the world to ahev you here with me, having fun doing nothing and talking about the world. You know your like a sister to me. Take care babycakes. TAKE CARE.
speaking of TAKE CARE!
Brieanna Wilson - Im serious, take car eof youself and make good choice. Think of it this way, if its not something your granny would approve of....DONT do it. Remember about thinking with your heart instead of your head.....DO IT.