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0     FOTOGRAPHIA [ ] I EAT CANCER AND DANCE IN THE RAIN. PEACE BE WITH ALL WHO ARE VAIN AND WATER IS THE DRINK OF CHOICE

0     FOTOGRAPHIA [ ] I EAT CANCER AND DANCE IN THE RAIN. PEACE BE WITH ALL WHO ARE VAIN AND WATER IS THE DRINK OF CHOICE

0     [ ] YOU ALREADY KNOW HOW THIS WILL END the notion in the back of your mind that tells you good things are temporary is telling the truth.

0     Give Me a HUGE peice of your HEART [ ] Im actually REALLY confused right now....I mean about where Im gonna be going in my life. I feel like I need to come to my senses and make a rational choice and start buckeling into it. and at the same time I want to be completely hands FREE and I want to seriously be spontanious and random. I want to lust and love out of control and I want to live with no rules or standards. I want to do what makes me happy and be happy in what I do. I want to hold on to my last bit of childhood freedom before Im spat out into the real world, within 2 years. WOW thats hella close.  Im almost done with my stay in austin. which is so SO SAD. I dont want to leave home, leave my family, or my friends or even my RETARDED dog. I just dont want to go back. But I know my obligations and it breaks my heart to have to be so mature about it all. Im almost 17. Is it irrational to cry all the wayback to michigan? seriously. Because I was here longer this time. Something tells me leaving will be twice as hard, and Ive got the notion, cause im dreading it eariler than I started dreading it last time.  happy 2007 everyone. as belated as that is. I LOVE YOU ALL I love you breedle and Stallin and Alejo and Cameron

0     [ ] the beatles makes me cry.  im sure its because it makes me miss the times we all had together, before i went and messed things up. love is the best and worst thing to happen to me. it makes me love life and hate myself in my life. i love him so much.  he is trying to come home his BIG DAY is tomorrow. im so worried out of my mind i cant concentrate.  i love another so much, it makes me sick to hear him be so mean and harsh. why the hell does he treat me that way? doesnt he know i never get angry with him... just what he puts me threw.  god. sometimes men drive me nuts.  actually all the time. and im comming home again. let me be strong and happy.

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